snail day...

As the saying goes, time and tide don't wait for man...but seems like i'm waiting for time to actually pass faster at work lol...the irony!!! well lets make a list of what i did today:

1. smoke
2. breakfast
3. change bedsheet
4. smoke
5. lunch
6. smoke
7. tea break
8. smoke
9. and finally its time to go home again before i face another day.

Spent some time thinking about the future, i wanna be happy and rich someday (who doesnt) and i wanna quit smoking too...at least by next year...need some help here GOD!! but i gotta help myself first in the meantime. God only helps those who help themselves. Ok..the end...

its times like these...

the start of another miserable week, am i supposed to be happy?!? a routine i'm forced to go through day after day and i just can't stand it anymore..how long must this go on? i wish this could all just disappear someday sometime somehow...


theres a hole in my heart and i dont know y...


sorry in advance for the emo-ness in this post!

The Prayer

I pray you'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go.
And help us to be wise in times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way
Lead us to the place, guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

La luce che tu hai
I pray we'll find your light
nel cuore restera
and hold it in our hearts.
a ricordarci che
When stars go out each night,
eterna stella sei

The light you have
I pray we'll find your light
will be in the heart
and hold it in our hearts.
to remember us that
When stars go out each night,
you are eternal star
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
quanta fede c'e
when shadows fill our day

How much faith there's
Let this be our prayer
in my prayer
when shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe

Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza
un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace, di fraternita

We dream a world without violence
a world of justice and faith.
Everyone gives the hand to his neighbours
Symbol of peace, of fraternity
La forza che ci da
We ask that life be kind
e il desiderio che
and watch us from above
ognuno trovi amor
We hope each soul will find
intorno e dentro se
another soul to love

The force his gives us
We ask that life be kind
is wish that
and watch us from above
everyone finds love
We hope each soul will find
around and inside
another soul to love
Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer, just like every child

Need to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
Need to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe

E la fede che
hai acceso in noi,
sento che ci salvera

It's the faith
you light in us
I feel it will save us

sung by Celine Dion and Andrea Bocelli

Endless Cycle of Delusion

Help me! I'm in an endless cycle mired in delusion. Need a myriad of miracles to test the sands of time.

Look who I found?
Hulk?

Unfortunately, my first post is going to be a complaint about people whom you have trouble working with and who make school work that much more dreadful.

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To whom this might concern...

I can’t believe that in the past one year, you have become such a slack person who comes up with 10 million useless excuses as to why you have not done your work. Those excuses are all bullshit and it’s never a case where you had an actual emergency to attend to. Everything else is more important than school. Even if you did do something to contribute, it’s either crap or half-hearted. I won’t be this pissed off if I didn’t have to work with you. If you choose to rot and not take work seriously, that’s your problem. But when others are involved and your actions affect the outcome of our results, then don’t expect us to tolerate your shit because honestly, two semesters of dealing with your lazy ass is driving us all insane.

You were not prepared and yet you had the audacity to sit and sleep in front of us. There are people sitting at the same damn table as you who have had late nights. So unless you can present completed work, you have no rights to be sleeping while others are working their asses off so you can share our well deserved grade.

I just don’t get it. Talking to you nicely doesn’t work. Telling you that we’re concerned about your ‘disappearance’ doesn’t work. Calling and leaving you tons of messages as reminders doesn’t work. Then what the fuck does? Yelling and shouting at you? Being completely blunt and direct with you? Treating you like a child? Do you not see that your incompetency and irresponsibility is giving the rest of us extra work? You are so fucking selfish and testing our fucking patience.

The worse thing about it is you turned me into a fucking two-faced bitch. At one moment, I’m pissed and bitching about you behind your back. Then before you know it, I’m having a conversation with you as a friend. I feel like I’m pretending and acting like nothing happened and you’re not a complete disappointment.

I really dislike talking to you sometimes. 因为你好烦啊！

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If anyone has any suggestions on how to deal with someone like that, please do enlighten me...